History

Why do people feel the need to find those whom they shared a brief acquaintance with and remind them of the horrors that where inflicted upon them? We weren't friends then, and we sure as hell won't be friends now if you are just going to remind me of the horrors I dealt with alone in high school.

I've worked hard to move on and forget all the stupid shit people did as kids. I don't want anyone's apologies for being dicks to me back in school; especially seeings how its just a hallow 'sorry' to make you feel better about yourself. If you want to make up for what you did, then instead of hunting down the people you terrorized in school why don't you donate to a charity in their name.

There are ten thousand things you could do for every wrong deed you've done, find one that doesn't fucking involve me. I still have shit to deal with and I still don't want to deal with yours.

Asexuality

For quiet some time I've been trying to come to terms with my sexuality. Since shortly after puberty I've been a bit different then the other girls my age. I was never really interested in guys, nor was I even interested in girls. I dated, albeit scarcely and only because that was what was expected of me. Truth be told I've never felt right being so close to people. Anytime I get close to a person even if it's just to hug them I begin to feel physically ill. And not just 'butterflies in the stomach' ill, but full on 'let me go else I'll puke or pass out' ill.

Attitudes

While I know I have issues with authority, especially towards males, I'm pretty sure I have it under control. So when someone suddenly has a massive change in emotional state and for once it isn't me I think it's safe to say I'm not the one with the 'tude.

Starting about a week or two ago my step father started into his aggressive phase. This isn't the first time he's become aggressive towards me. Spanning back almost 10 years if not more, he has suffered mood swings with me as the target.

I've once again started in on my 'lock myself in my room phase'. Here I though I might have a chance at actually having a life.

Christmas

Best year ever.

Mostly because I knew what to expect. Also learned that by knowing what I'm getting, I'm less cranky, and will actually let people sleep past 8am.

Moral: Surprises are bad, and knowing is 90% of the battle.

Rules of Engagement

Or How to interact with me without earning yourself a permaban.

1. Keep your hands to yourself. You may touch me after I have touched you first, and only in the same manner.
2. No pics on the first day, no nudes ever. I don't give pictures out in the first conversation except of my characters. I occasionally appear on cam for 10-30 minuet intervals, your welcome to ask me if you may see me, should I be on at that time.
3. Voice is a-okay.
4. Don't Assume. Just because you play a hermaphrodite fox dragon tiger horse-taur with a 15 inch cock and Triple E tits that doesn't mean I do. Nor does it mean my character's anatomy is even remotely compatible with your character's.
5. Actions speak louder then words. If you just say something I might consider it a joke, emote something and I'll likely take it at face value.
6. No means No. Don't rephrase the question, don't ask the question again, don't add pretty please with shrimp on top. If I say no, then the answer is no until I change my mind. At which point in time I will let you know.
7. Say what you mean. Asking if I can give head will result in you literally receiving my head. Telling me you 'love' me will automatically translated into 'I want to fuck you'. If you loved me you wouldn't be pestering me for nude pics so you can get yourself off. You'd tell me you'd like talk with me via phone/VoIP, so you can get to know me better and possibly see where this goes.
8. Sacrifices to my ego are accepted sooner then "J/K"s & "I'm Sorry"s. Actions speak louder then words, game currency speaks louder then actions, but good old USD speaks loudest of all.
9. Amorphous blobs of ink do not have organs, if anything they are just one big omni organ. Yes that means when you try to hug it, it can taste/smell everything you've come in contact with. Trying to hide from a creature that can see 360 degrees on three plains, and naturally sees you as a blob of funny colored light, also not gonna happen.
10. I am my characters. There is no IRL/OoC. I don't think differently when I'm away from my computer. I may be physically human, but my mind is a Liquari.